I was a believer at an early age. However, I was misled into thinking I had committed the unpardonable sin. When I was thirty, I went into a downward spiral of fear and anxiety, and suffered from obsessive-compulsive disorder. My mind was flooded with blasphemies and swearing directed at God and the Holy Spirit.
For three years, I was a nervous wreck and had to take medication for my anxiety and to sleep. I consulted church leaders and even though they meant well, their advice made me feel condemned. I was in a desperate place.
One morning, when I turned on the television, I saw Pastor Joseph Prince preaching on grace. I started listening to his grace messages and something deep inside me resonated with what he was preaching. I later found out that Pastor Prince went through what I was experiencing. Just knowing that he had the same experience gave me hope.
It was scary at first to trust a radical grace preacher when all I was familiar with was legalism and self-effort.
However, I made the decision to be bold and to put my trust in God’s grace. It was not long before I found that my blasphemous thoughts were starting to clear up.
Where I was muddled and confused, I started developing the ability to think clearly. Fears began to leave. Through God’s grace working inside me, I was able to take myself off the medication for obsessive-compulsive disorder and depression. The more I let go of my own efforts and trusted Him, the more my mind became sound. Where I was worried about my eternal salvation, I started having a confident expectation of good for my life and for what will happen when I finally meet my loving Savior face-to-face.
I thank God for people brave enough to preach a radical message of God’s grace. Although I still have days where doubts creep in, thankfully, I am able to resist them through being established in grace through good teaching and revelation from God’s Spirit inside me. I am gaining new ground every day and I am fully confident that I will be fully restored in the very near future! What the enemy has stolen from me will be returned seven-fold!
Thank you, Pastor Prince, for being so bold in preaching the gospel of grace.
Justin Harvey | South Africa
Thanka alot for the testimony.
which message did he hear?.i want that message
what message did Justin Harvey from South Africa listen to???? I’ve been suffering with the same problem for many years, fear, anxiety, OCD, medication
I would like to have same all similar messages as Justin Harvey had cause I’m suffering from a similar condition. Thank you.